Headache

I've got no clue when it is going to stop, but I have had a terrible migraine since Saturday morning and it shows no signs of letting me out of it's grips.  On top of it all I had the worst Monday ever.  One of the power windows on my Jeep decided it no longer wanted to work and while driving from Michigan to Illinois it decided to drop out of the track and cause a three inch opening from Indiana on.  Thank God I had a heavy garbage bag in the car so I could some how stop the wind from coming in.  Poor Sean I thought the kid was going to freeze, but he kept telling me that he was nice and warm.  Even when we got home and I put him to bed he was thinking about me.  He gave me a big giant hug and told me that everything was going to be okay and that he was feeling really sad because I was sad.  I have such an awesome son.  Now only if this headache would go away.

Cold Cold Cold

I can't believe how completely cold it is outside right now.  Ten degrees and that's not including the windchill.  It's not supposed to be this cold right now.  These temps are the one's that are supposed to occur in late January and early February.  That's the extremely cold time of the year.  Whatever happened to this thing they call global warming.  I think that the so called experts have just made it all up because I'm not seeing any warming trend.

I'm hoping the weather isn't too bad come Friday because I am going to be driving to Michigan and I would prefer for it to be a safe drive.  Which reminds me I need to get Sean a haircut very badly because I don't think Mom would appreciate his hair looking the way it does right now for the Christmas party on Sunday.  Yes we are heading to the Yacht Club to hang out with all the rich people and Sean should look his best.  I probably should too because I like those people to think that I have a little more money than I actually do.  I hate it when they turn their noses down at me.  Too bad Jay can't come too because then it would actually show them that yes, I do have a man in my life.  Oh I hate those people, but I have to go because it makes Mom happy.  That's what it really is all about.  Making my mommy happy because I really do love her.

Thanksgiving, not so insane I guess.

Well, next week is indeed the week that includes Thanksgiving in it.  Time to swing your turkeys around to break their necks and pluck out their feathers.  I'm a hungry girl and I want me some Thanksgiving turkey.  I found out that Mom is having Thanksgiving at her house (I still find it difficult not saying our house) and that Jay does indeed have the kids for the weekend.  I guess now we are all planning on going to Mom's.  I'm really looking forward to it because Jay and the munchkins have yet to meet most of my family.  Maybe Grandpa can play the taking his teeth out trick on the munchkins and make them laugh.  Jannah said she is most looking forward to seeing Rick (my cousin Melissa's husband) again and meeting Chloe, Melissa and Rick's daughter.  I'm just looking forward to seeing my family again.  I really got accustomed to seeing them whenever I wanted to.  I can't wait for next week.

What to do?

I am in a total point of confusion at the moments.  Or maybe it's just because I don't want to hurt anybody's feelings.  Thanksgiving is coming up and I have to decide what I am going to do.  My dad wants me to go to his house and my mom wants me to come to the family dinner at my aunt and uncle's house.  I really want to go to the big shindig at my aunt and uncle's because I will be seeing the entire extremely large family of mine.  At the same time I don't want to hurt my dad and step-mom's feelings.  I think I might just do the shindig in Bay City and then just go to my dad's later in the weekend.  Maybe that will please everyone.

Busy times

Well, last week was quite a long one.  Jay's Great-Grandma died on Monday so we had a lot going on.  Wednesday was the wake and Thursday was the funeral.  Things seemed to go pretty good, and everyone was sad, but at the same time seemed to realize that it was her time to go.  She was 96 years old after all.  We had the kids all weekend and Joy and I had some girl time.  We went to the pet store and had ice cream.  She wants to do that every week, but I told her it would be unfair to the rest of the kids if we did that.  Also on Friday the GAL came to the house for a visit.  I was pretty upset by something Jannah told her, but I realized that it wasn't something she thought of herself.  It's sad how much parents can influence a child's life. 

I'm hoping that this week is a little less stressful.

Holy not blogging Batman

Wow, I find it absolutely hilarious that I haven't blogged in nearly two years.  I guess that I just don't have time for it.  Or maybe it's because I completely forgot that I had this account.  I guess many things in my life have changed.  I'm no longer in the military and I am now living in Illinois with the love of my life.  Things have been great for Jay and I.  We have managed to jump a few hurdles without skinning our knees.  Only a few more left.