Living in a Cocoon!

Have you ever gotten that feeling that you just want to curl up in a ball and die? Well, I have that feeling right now. I'd love to build a cocoon around me and not have to deal with anything for a good long while. I'm depressed... I'm sad... I just overall want to be alone with myself and listen to sappy music and cry myself to sleep. I don't want to wake up for days.

I wish I had somewhere to send Sean so he didn't have to see me this way. I love my son to death, but I hate that he can sense everything that I am feeling. When he feels that I am sad he also gets sad. Then when he is sad then I just feel even more sad.

My life sucks and I wish there was something to do about it to make it better. The thing is that it's my life. It never gets any better. It only gets worse.